Stabber < / 3

anti bckstabbing :)

like really? something's wrong with me. i needa brain and attitude adjustment :) i knw after most of you read this would think : yeah la. now only you realize you should adjust your attitude and brain? :p 

i did talk bad about ppl too. but im only tellin' the truth :p i even told that person i talk bad about him/her. 

okay! i admit i started it first. my bad ok? but i don like all your bckstabbing. i knw you did bckstab me! admit it! :o so yeah. i don feel like talkin to you. i shall see what will happen 2mr without you in my life :) yeah. i can still remain the same. i trust myself :D 

and you.  do i really need to get your permission to talk to him? or do i need a surat kebenaran to do that? :) tell me la now tell! don just go complain infront of others ok? you can talk to him too. its not like i lock him in a room and don let you talk to him ryte? - - i don knw why you hate me cuz of him = = wai? WHY? WHAI? =.= and do i need to tell you whatever i told him or whatever he told me? - - gosh. you're like his wife. okay. its not too safe to tell too much here. I COMPLAIN IT ALL TO MY SOFTTOY. wells. im just kiddin. :) i don talk to softtoy :) i wish i have a puppy so that i could hug it and tell : you knw today @#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*((*&^%$@#$^&*(  and i bet i'll feel better after i telling
them. :) 


trying to smile more whenever.wherever i go :) ♥

the day after JB.

i felt so tired today. and i haven finish my project yet. :/ feel like killin someone actually. don knw why. 

today. after recess, i went back to class and sleep til the period b4 skul end.  i felt really tired :/ but everyone thought im angry or something. even carmen. :O cuz something happen during recess. and when they asked me am I ok. i just nod my head. when im laying on my table, santa told them: "she just wanna stay quiet all by herself. she's fine. trust me." i heard that! and its kinda true :) i actually feels happy when he said that.

i was sleeping all the time. but i don knw why i can hear what they said. they're like asking why am I like this after recess. anyone who ask me stuff when i was trying to sleep i din reply them. im so sorry. was a lil' bit angry. but i asked myself why am I angry. me myself also don knw P: maybe is bcuz not enough slp last nite. but i tot thats what happen on babies and small kids? they cried and fat pei hei*cantonese* when they din get enough slp :O uhh. something is wrong with me P: Pfft. 

got 2 projects to finish before hols. its geo and sejarah! :/ i need my jiawei to help me with them. thankiew baobei :B 

2mr's saturday and we got skul! ): i think thats all for today :) ciao! ♥

I ♥ SLEEPING :P

Bieber Fever! ♥ 21.04.2011

the ticket :D green zone yo! :)

OHMYGOSH! i went justin bieber's concert!! woots woots! :D

thanks to My baboon! :) ♥ she helped me to buy ticket and brg me and my sister thr! we had fun :D it was raining when we went into the stadium. P: we pray for the rain to stop. and it did stopp when the concert almost start :D

it was rainin. this ish the raincoat they gave us :D

chris and my sister :)

i close ma eyes and pray :)

i din get to take the pictures of the stage and stuff but it was real awesome. we are screaming and shouting and jumping on the chair! Justin Bieber ish sho cute and hot i swear. me and lam shouted when he's singing 'one less lonely girl' to a girl. :O OHEMGEE. im sho jealous! ): he's so cute! he came out late. its suppose to start at 8.30 but he came out at 9 :/ but at least i get to see him! his voice ish sho awesome.


after concert, me and lam started to sing korean songs :D ah! i love ze:a :) we went makan while waitin his dad :D OMG! i ♥ cute guys! woo! XD 


suppose to do my science and geo project on that day. but. when i reached home, its already 12. im too tired to do anything and i got sore throat cuz of shoutin too much at the aweshum concert :)

once agn. thanks huilim's mom and lam! thankiew <3 :D

I ♥ JUSTIN BIEBER! ♥♥♥
I ♥ you!  

NEVER SAY NEVER ♥

went mv today :D suppose to go with my parents. but i texted liiyoke. she said she's at the shop. so i met up with her. tot of meeting her only. but she plan to watch movie so yeah :D i call my sis to inform sam to fetch me home :) we chit chat about loads of stuff. and obviously we did camwhore :D 

please do ignore my fat hands :)

LiiYoke :)

me :)

we planned to watch 'beastly'. but when i went thr to buy tickets, they don have the movie. so we changed to SCRE4M :) but its a under 18 movie. so we switched to 'NEVER SAY NEVER' 3D ! justin bieber? yeap. him. me and liiyoke is not a bieber fan. we do not have bieber fever. why're we watching? idk too. i just feel like movie-ing :) ♥ 

we camwhore inside the cinema :) look! :D

the tickets :D

i like ;)

its a nice movie :) we get to singalong :D me and liiyoke is like singing. shouting. singing. awesome time we had :D ♥ we're kinda freezing thr. cuz i forgot to brg jacket x.x btw bieber is not gay at all. i don get why they say he's gay. maybe they're jealous of his cuteness xD gee. i think i fall for bieber XD he's a cute guy la! :))

bieber!

:)

 after that we walk around mv :) we had fun. i miss her. and synn ): hmm wish they're still with us in dp P: i bet we'll the awesomest gang in skul! ♥♥ 

i think thats all :) tatass :D ♥ u!

call this life?

i don care. i am who i am :)

just finish bathing. :O got one more hour to rest then off to tuition ): so tired.

hmm. today got koko :) volley :D! carmen made me go teman her and play ping pong before that :O stupid carmen! volley start with running as usual. then they made form 123 girls and form 123 guys go another volley court. P: guys play in a circle. girls play in another circle. its so boring at the girl's side :/ at last i told them: im a guy! so yeah. i joined the guys. :P 

just wanna apologize to nic and syameer for yelling at them at the court. :O i din wan to. but i don knw why. feel like shouting only. :/ anyway. SORRY. agn.  .___.

saw chris and weng keong at canteen. they were like lookin. but i think chris din recognize me. i knw i don look like my pictures on facebook la. :o then they came dewan and ask whr's the toilet. i told them. then chris ask agn. and agn. 3 or 4 times i forgot. stupid chris. == i went closer to tell him whr's the toilet. then he say something prasan but i forgot. he say i fat hao :o fine. P:

dixon put his key in my bag. i forgot to pass it bck to him. x.x im so sorry! i wonder can he go in his house without his key P: hmm. still. im sorry! 


i fell in love with 3 music videos :D
nothing's over by infinite :)
here i am by ZE:A :)
mazeltov by ZE:A :)

♥ them!

tell me so.

stuff my earphone and ignore the world :) ♥

loads of stuf is happenin. which i really hate it. ALOT.

if you don like me*as a fren. just tell me la. what for talkin to me like nothing happen. =.= another fake fren i have. -_- don worry carmen teng. not you. :) so at last i prefer not to talk to you in skul since you DISLIKE ME FIRST. :) yeap. i did NOT talk to you in skul today. so yeah. end up we acting like we don knw each other == whatever so! 
不喜欢就讲!不用收收埋埋的!</3

i think i got a lil' bit attitude problem -- should change the way i act it skul P: everytime i try to sit alone at my place and do my hmw. but sure got someone talk to me one == i just wanna try to be quiet for one day also cannot :O im too ganas in skul i think P: need to change. HAVE TO change :o

rmb that dude i said i hate in the last post? :) he's acting weirder and WEIRDER! i don knw hw to reply him == so AWKWARD! he said im havin mood swing. yeah. i knw! but idk why. :@ huh. annoying mood. :/ PFFT

oh yeah. one more thing. my LISAN! i think im havin' 2mr but :/ i not yet get ready leh :O suppose to get that karangan done now. but i blogg instead. HAHA nvm. who cares. loads of ppl haven finish yet :D my name ish O. stil long way to go :) NYEH! ♥ 


I ♥ U! :) :)

Feel this shit!

SCREW YOU FOR THAT! 
don't ask me why am I angry. cuz i am. eff. i hate you! :@
you're always tellin' me stuff about my best fren?
hello? she's my best fren. you NEED NOT to tell. thankyou! :) ==
FCUK THIS SHIT. i think you will think that i am JEALOUS. which i am SO NOT. huh. regret for tellin' you too much! 

 

make me feel like a child now

wonder what if im still a kid. and i don have to think about all these problems.

my studies

my friendship

    my relationship *still single aite? :) 

my parents?

i WISH im still a kid. but i think it will only happen. IN MY DREAMS. :0 

i wanted to study k? but. i just don have that semangat to. once i read my book. i feel like sleeping. and *poof. i went to dreamland :O mom is scolding me for watching too much TV and online everyday ;/ i hope i can change this. please god! please help me ): i knew its kinda stupid for askin god to help. cuz you need to change this yourself :0 

my friendship?  im not talkin about anyone else but you. you're being so. terrible. horrible. VEGETABLE! maybe you'll ask me who's that. but NOP. im not telling. you always think that you're right. you never think for me or your other frens. maybe others will ask me,why you hate him/her? he/she is being nice what. if they ever tell me that. i would say: cuz you don knw him/her that WELL. or should i say: he/she is just TOO GOOD at ACTING and being FAKE in front of others. you always backstab others in front of me. i've tried to imagine, you backstab me in front of the others? man. i'll cry like shit. but i knew you did that b4. 

when i have a secret, i must tell you? if i don tell you. you'll just get mad at me and start scolding me. i knw we're best fren. but so? everyone has secret in them. even you yourself have one (or some) and you din tell me. so what if i tell you? you'll go chit chat with others by using my secret as the topic. i do not want that to happen. sometimes i prefer to tell someone else. cuz they'll keep it to themselves. not SHARING to the others.

uhh - - well.if you knw me well enough you'll knw who's that.  


BTW. I ♥ U! 
as usual i ended my blog with i love you. cuz i really do :)

Appreciate. I do. :)

I still remember you said you'll still love me in a different way. whatever happen, you just wanna tell me. you'll be there for me always ;) ♥ i just wanna tell you, i really do appreciate a fren like you. i really do. ALOT. P: i actually do feels happy that you still talk to me. :) you said you don wan us end up hating each other. yeap. both of us din break this promise ♥  :D 

im so glad that you din ignore me and you tell me about your problems. :) just want to tell you. if you have any problems, i'll be there for you too. :) you can tell me anything you want. i won mind. ;D i will be happy to hear you out. but i will complain to you when im unhappy or angry too. don worry :P

even tho we knw each other for few months only. but i listed you in my best frens list :) :) are you touch? :P i knw you won be reading my blog. so i take that as a YES :3 hahaha. 

ps: don be emo la. you have me ma! ♥ :D kiddin'! you can find a better one. don worry! :) SMILE la aunty SMILE! :)

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you! stupid guy! i hate you! just one sentence: maybe I should learn how to bck off. 
=.= you made me feel really effing bad! yes. F***ING BAD! maybe this is not a big deal for you guys. but me: yes! you're not replying me anymore. fine. :O  just be that way. don ever talk to me in skul then. all i feel like doin is _l_ <-- pointing middle finger la. don think too much :0

i wanna cry now :'( like really. gotta off now. hope i won make my whole pillow wet. x.x bye ♥ iloveyou!

Sakai Day :P

this is one of the picture i took there :)

SEMINAR! :) it was last sunday. but i update it late): sorry peapal! :) i woke up at 6.30 i think. i couldn't sleep well. P: wells. i ate mc D breakfast :D end up havin stomach pain - - the bus came super late. lucas called him twice. or don knw hw many times :P

the seminar was okay :) but the food was so. HORRIBLE. x.x i din eat much. mostly i'll have a bite. then i'll be sayin : OMGEE. EWW. *throw into the rubbishbin :) heh :3 i knw its no good to waste food, but. WHAT KIND OF PPL MADE DOUGHNUT THAT HARD? :O im not jokin! you can ask people who ate them! :P

we started camwhoring while eating lunch :P take a look at our pictures!

lam,me,grace,carmen <3

lam lam :)

grace :D i love my hair here :P

the cacat badge the gave us P:

lloyd,grace,me and luc! :)

lloyd, me and grace ;)

the seminar dude (idk hw to spell his name :P ) kept saying sakai. i don knw what's wrong with him la :P and he forgot about our skul! suckers! D:< pfft. 

i knw its gonna be boring if i keep typing what we do thr. cuzz all we do there is. write. listen to him. talk. eat. take pictures. and REPEAT THE SAME THING. so yeah. thats all. P:

I LOVE YOU :) :) *peace :D

Don eat up my heart. ♥

i still rmb this picture ._.

be patient and finish what i type down thr :) thanks ♥

i don wanna force you, control you, irritate you, annoy you, just wanna be your best boyfriend.  if you don like anything about me, you just tell me k? Don hide or keep secrets from me. Honesty. I won cheat you. I promise you this. I will always be there when you're in trouble. and i will support you in everyways. I will always love you no matter what happen to us. i will take good care of you as i promised that i will never leave you. i will be the best love and you'll won't forget it. and please promise me that you won leave me, and thats what i will do. A promise is a promise. i love you ♥


 
I really really do love you no matter what happen. You're always in my heart. Never going to forget you.

I met you in such an abnormal way, but that didn't matter to either of us. Your words just automatically went into my heart. and thats where all of them will forever stay. I have you on my mind all the time. and its strange because i never felt this way before you say you wanna hold me tight. and when you kiss me. 

You will never let go. you tell me everyday that im always on your mind. and you feel like something's missing in your life when im not aroud. and who's to say that's not true? because that's the same impact you've had on me.

You're on my mind when i close my eyes.

You're in my dreams when i lie down to sleep.

You're what my fantasies consist of.

You're what my heart desires.

You're exactly what my world revolves around and without you i would be lost.

Im sure i wouldn't know the meaning of life.

I would be confused, lost, forgotten in this world.

but when Im with you, i know how to live and be myself and thats why.

i need you
i want you
and gotta have you forever ♥

that's what you said. thats total bull shit.
and thanks for breakin all the promises you made.
now i barely believe in PROMISES and FOREVER.
thanks for teaching me this lesson my love ;) 
people ask me: hey. you believe in forever love.
i would really like to reply : hey. that's all bullshits aite? :)
  

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 i put a plaster on my heart. just to hope it will heals. ♥

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if you did read the post i posted last time. i mentioned that nic took a picture of me jumping. he finally uploaded it on facebook :)  ♥

 

 it was at dataran merdeka. it was a random shot. an face look horrible. but who cares? my 1st jumpie picture ;) all my frens said that i look like a witch in this. >o< 

yeap. thats nic! i rmb he said he won post this out on facebook after we took this pic. but after he broke up with his gf. the picture was posted ;D and he said who cares. :P NGEH. 

OH OH ! and i took a picture with wen jie. tadaaaaa ;) ♥♥

that day was sho fun :) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ i just love my frens. :DD

i love you :D i miss you :D

thai food? x.x

my blended coconut :)

went a thai food restaurant . celebrate my lil' cousin's birthday. :) all the food is like spicy? whatelse? i tear ); bcuz of spicy food x.x die. but they taste awesome :o

look properly peeps! do we look alike? ;D

tom yam soup x.x

I ATE UP ALL THE CAKE :) wells just kidding ;P

OMG sorry peeps! suppose to post this earlier but din get to update for few days. and i was sick ytd. my eyes are still bengkak x.x i got nothing much to blog. wells. just showing up my photos ;D ♥


hope i'll get well soon! <3 and happy april fools day :D


I LOVE YOU♥